I'm sorry

[I'm sorry]

[riskfulings]

&. ARGUING STARTERS.

• “i can’t believe you.”
• “are you serious?”
• “we’re not finished. i’m not just going to let this go.”
• “so you don’t trust me?”
• “fuck you.”
• “you know me! and the fact that you still think i’d do that hurts the most.”
• “i miss the old you. i don’t want the person you’ve become.”
• “you never understand.”
• “you said the same thing last time.”
• “i’m so tired of constantly doing this with you.”
• “you don’t even try to see it from my perspective.”
• “i’m not apologizing.”
• “hell if i care.”
• “this is fucking bullshit.”
• “why are you always the one who’s breaking my heart?”
• “i can’t do this anymore.”
• “you don’t mean that.”
• “i hate you.”
• “you never keep your promises.”
• “out of all the things you’ve told me, what was true?”
• “i can’t even look at you.”
• “do you even love me anymore?”
• “i’m fucking done.”
• “i shouldn’t have ever trusted you.”
• “you’re being unfair.”
• “i’m not going to keep being your little secret. i deserve better.”
• “i’m leaving.”
• “just… just go.”
• “i thought you’d be the one to make me happy.”
• “you don’t even pretend to care about me.”
• “i don’t even remember the last time you told me you loved me.”
• “don’t go.”
• “i never asked for this.”

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Hey, I’m not upset Virgil. I just thought it would be best for you to go home. But remember what I said? Everything is up to you. You chose what we do next alright” Logan gently places a hand on his arm

[onthevirge]

Virgil just nodded and wrapped his arm around his stomach, closing his eyes and holding Logan’s hand with his free one.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan let’s them sit in silence for a while not moving the car. He doesn’t want to force Virgil to go home if he doesn’t want to, but he also doesn’t want to go shopping if Virgil is uncomfortable “Do you wish to go home Virgil?” He asks and turns the heat up a bit.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods and tightens his arm around his stomach, keeping himself from whimpering.

[logicallogansanders]

“remember what I said? It is alright to cry Virgil I do not mind” Logan starts the car pulling out of the parking lot and onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil just curled up more, seeming to go into one of his mute phases that he used to do all the time.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan sighs silently driving for the next thirty minutes, when he pulls up to his house he shuts off the car and gets out picking Virgil up and taking him inside to set him on the couch.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nuzzled up to Logan and buried his face in his neck, wanting to stay with him.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan turns on the heater before sitting down with Virgil in his lap and pulling a blanket around him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled against him more, wanting to apologize but not wanting to talk.

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Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Hey, I’m not upset Virgil. I just thought it would be best for you to go home. But remember what I said? Everything is up to you. You chose what we do next alright” Logan gently places a hand on his arm

[onthevirge]

Virgil just nodded and wrapped his arm around his stomach, closing his eyes and holding Logan’s hand with his free one.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan let’s them sit in silence for a while not moving the car. He doesn’t want to force Virgil to go home if he doesn’t want to, but he also doesn’t want to go shopping if Virgil is uncomfortable “Do you wish to go home Virgil?” He asks and turns the heat up a bit.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods and tightens his arm around his stomach, keeping himself from whimpering.

[logicallogansanders]

“remember what I said? It is alright to cry Virgil I do not mind” Logan starts the car pulling out of the parking lot and onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil just curled up more, seeming to go into one of his mute phases that he used to do all the time.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan sighs silently driving for the next thirty minutes, when he pulls up to his house he shuts off the car and gets out picking Virgil up and taking him inside to set him on the couch.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nuzzled up to Logan and buried his face in his neck, wanting to stay with him.

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Hey, I’m not upset Virgil. I just thought it would be best for you to go home. But remember what I said? Everything is up to you. You chose what we do next alright” Logan gently places a hand on his arm

[onthevirge]

Virgil just nodded and wrapped his arm around his stomach, closing his eyes and holding Logan’s hand with his free one.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan let’s them sit in silence for a while not moving the car. He doesn’t want to force Virgil to go home if he doesn’t want to, but he also doesn’t want to go shopping if Virgil is uncomfortable “Do you wish to go home Virgil?” He asks and turns the heat up a bit.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods and tightens his arm around his stomach, keeping himself from whimpering.

[logicallogansanders]

“remember what I said? It is alright to cry Virgil I do not mind” Logan starts the car pulling out of the parking lot and onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil just curled up more, seeming to go into one of his mute phases that he used to do all the time.

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Hey, I’m not upset Virgil. I just thought it would be best for you to go home. But remember what I said? Everything is up to you. You chose what we do next alright” Logan gently places a hand on his arm

[onthevirge]

Virgil just nodded and wrapped his arm around his stomach, closing his eyes and holding Logan’s hand with his free one.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan let’s them sit in silence for a while not moving the car. He doesn’t want to force Virgil to go home if he doesn’t want to, but he also doesn’t want to go shopping if Virgil is uncomfortable “Do you wish to go home Virgil?” He asks and turns the heat up a bit.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods and tightens his arm around his stomach, keeping himself from whimpering.

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Hey, I’m not upset Virgil. I just thought it would be best for you to go home. But remember what I said? Everything is up to you. You chose what we do next alright” Logan gently places a hand on his arm

[onthevirge]

Virgil just nodded and wrapped his arm around his stomach, closing his eyes and holding Logan’s hand with his free one.

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m positive, we have to take things slow remember? This stuff will happen, and we will deal with it accordingly. Let’s go home Virgil” Logan carefully picks Virgil up, carrying him to the car and setting him down, he gets in the driver’s side of the car and immediately turns on the heat but doesn’t take the car out of park.

[onthevirge]

Virgil curled up in the seat after he buckled and layed his head on the window, whimpering quietly.

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Virgil “I couldn’t care less how long I drove. Let’s go home alright, get you infront of a heater, it’s early. If you want we can try again later”

[onthevirge]

“Are y-you sure?” Virgil asked as he burrowed himself into the jacket and wiped his eyes

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil protectively, running his fingers through the others hair and letting him cry. “You have me now Virgil, no one will ever hurt you again. Do you wish to go home? We can shop another day? Or would you like to just sit here for a while?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just kept crying, not noticing his own shivering from the cool breeze and shook his head “y-you drove half an h-hour to take me sh-shopping. I still wanna s-shop”

[I'm sorry]

Anonymous asked:

Logan wakes up at around 9 am later than usual, with Virgil in his arms. He quickly realizes the only reason he woke up is because Virgil's phone has been going off, he sighs making sure Virgil is sleep before he reaches up to check the phone- Logicallogansanders

onthevirge answered:

Virgil kept sleeping in his pair of shorts that he wears when he is warm enough and Logan’s blue sweater that he always wears. His phone was blowing up with messages from Derek threatening him and putting him down, also saying he knows that Virgil is not in jail or custody anywhere official and that Derek will find him. Some of the message notes say that Virgil has read them, mostly late at night, but hasn’t responded.

@logicallogansanders

[logicallogansanders]

“I’m taking you down to the court house today and getting you a restraining order against him… And a new phone” her mumbles to himself really, before putting the phone on silent, he carefully slips out from under Virgil to go make some pancakes for them.

[onthevirge]

Virgil woke up about half an hour later and sat up and stretched, standing and slowly walking to the kitchen while running his fingers through his hair to try and fix his bed head. “Mornin’ Lo.” He hummed in his sleepy voice before sitting on the counter next to Logan, making sure not to knock anything down or mess anything up.

[logicallogansanders]

“Good morning Virgil, sleep well?” Logan asks as he pulls out a plate of already cooked pancakes with eggs and bacon. “hungry?” He says as he sets the plate and a fork down next to Virgil along with some syrup. He doesn’t mention the phone yet, wanting to allow Virgil to wake up first. “Coffee?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled, still half asleep, as he nibbled on a piece of bacon, “I slept pretty well. How did you sleep?” He asked before looking at the coffee pot “coffee sounds amazing.”

[logicallogansanders]

“My sleep was satisfactory…” Logan pulls out Virgil’s mug, purple and black with a little storm cloud in it. He carefully pours the cup of coffee and sets it down next to the plate. “I was thinking… About taking you shopping today?”

[onthevirge]

“You are such a cute nerd” Virgil mumbled into his drink before setting the mug back down and look in at Logan “are you sure you want to? I don’t want you to spend money on me”

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course I want to, you could use some new clothes. Another heater and a new phone would all be beneficial. I’d also like to offer to take you to the court house… To get you a restraining order against him…” Logan said giving him a small smile.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and hummed as he listened. “Only if you’re sure about it. But can I still keep this sweater?” He asked as he messed with the edge of the still way too big sweater that he wore constantly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil you may keep the sweater. Of course I’m sure. I’d like to buy you some new things and help you keep him away. But of course you may keep the sweater, it’s technically been yours since day one…” Logan gives a smile, cleaning up the dishes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil nodded and smiled “okay. Thank you Logan. For everything” he said before finally starting to eat his pancakes, cutting them into very small bites and chewing very slowly.

[logicallogansanders]

“Of course Virgil… I’m going to go take a shower” Logan finishes with the dishes kissing Virgil’s cheek and heading into his room to grab some clothes.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes and nods “alright.” He said before continuing to eat. When he was done he washed his own dishes before going and sitting on the couch, waiting for Logan.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan walks back into the room in his usual attire with a small smile holding up his keys “I’m not telling you, I’m asking you to go get ready okay? I really think you could use a new phone…” He sits down next to Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I dont wanna change out of my shorts~ but then the sweater looks like a dress…” Virgil whined playfully since that was the only thing until he would be ready since he already had a pair of flip flops on.

[logicallogansanders]

“The sweater looks perfect, shall we leave?” He stands up and holds out his arm for Virgil with a wink.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushes darkly and stands up, holding Logan’s arm and burying his face against his side.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small laugh and holds Virgil walking out to his car and opening the passengers side door for him.

[onthevirge]

Virgil got in the car and buckled before covering his face with his sweater paws since he was still blushing.

[logicallogansanders]

“Your are simply adorable, phone first. We’ll get you a new number” Logan says as he gets in the car buckling up and pulling out onto the road.

[onthevirge]

Virgil blushed even more but still nodded. “Okay” he mumbled into the sweater paws.

[logicallogansanders]

“Would you rather go to the mall or little stores? Whatever would make you more comfortable is alright with me…” Logan said keeping his eyes on the road.

[onthevirge]

“I’m okay for either one. I’m feeling pretty okay today” Virgil said and slowly uncovered his face before pulling one of his sleeves from over his hand so he could hold Logan’s hand.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts gently holding Virgil’s hand keeping his eyes on the road, he thinks for a moment before shrugging “A mall I suppose, one stop shopping…” Logan gently squeezes his hand. “The mall is at least thirty minutes away though… So you can sleep if you wish to”

[onthevirge]

Virgil squeezes his hand back gently “nah. I like talking to you more than I like sleeping. And that’s saying something.” He jokes. “So do you have any more questions for me? I haven’t really talked about any of that much at all.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile before he falls serious again “If you wish to talk about it… I know what he would do if you broke something… I think we are both doing well with avoiding triggers so far… Though you still have trouble with waiting for permission to do things… Which is excepted… So perhaps you could tell me more about that?”

[onthevirge]

“About the permission thing? Okay. Well the first major thing that he enforced was the food. When we first got together he was just like just ask me before to grab something from the kitchen that was I know where we are with food. And I was fine with that because that made sense to me. But he started getting really aggressive after the first major time I forgot to tell him and I accidentally used up all of the milk. For awhile after that he stayed home to keep and eye on me. While doing that is when everything else, the hitting, the willow branch, the cold house always, started happening so I was going to go and like rent a motel room or something for awhile to let him cool down but he wouldn’t let me leave so I had to start asking permission for leaving my room and the house and to sleep.” Virgil talked about it all as if it was normal.

[logicallogansanders]

Logans grip on the steering wheel tightens his knuckles turning white, he squeezes Virgil’s hand gently “Is there anything else you had to ask for? What happened if he said no?…” Logan doesn’t want to know the answers, he hates what Virgil went through. But he knows that he needs to know eventually and Virgil needs to be able to talk about it.

[onthevirge]

“I had to ask to change clothes, take a shower, was never allowed to have a bath, and then had to ask for permission to dress after my shower because sometimes he would like me to just stay super cold and not let me have any warmth. I also had to ask for permission before I entered a room, and to use the bathroom. If he said no then I wouldn’t do it.” Virgil just shrugs slightly as he looks out the window as he talks.

[logicallogansanders]

“Virgil… I’m… I am so sorry… I should have taken you from there sooner… I swear you will never have to go through anything like that again… I promise…. Would you like to tell me more? Or would you prefer to stop?” Logan takes a deep breath, he’s going to kill Derek or send him to jail, but there’s no way he’s allowing that piece of shit to get away with what he did to Virgil. Logan bites his lip to keep from voicing his anger, if possible the grip on the steering wheel tightens and Logan wonders for a moment if it could bend under so much pressure.

[onthevirge]

“If you have any more questions I’ll answer them.” Virgil said before looking at Logan. “Nevermind. We are going to stop talking about it. I don’t want you to be upset.”

[logicallogansanders]

“Why did you stay for so long?” Logan asks his voice is just above a whisper and he doesn’t look at Virgil, eyes firmly on the road. “Sometimes… When you texted me to help you… I thought I would show up… And you would be dead… I was always so worried… Why did you stay?”

[onthevirge]

“I…I was just scared to leave….” Virgil answered quietly. “I didn’t mean to worry you that much. I’m so sorry Logan…”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan pulls into the parking lot quietly, he’s parks the car and shuts it off turning to look at Virgil “I love you Virgil, so of course I worry, I still worry. But I promise you. No one will ever hurt you again, not if I can stop it”

[onthevirge]

Virgil looked at Logan with wide eyes “thank you Logan….I….I love you too.” He said before hugging the other

[logicallogansanders]

Logan gives a small smile hugging Virgil before kissing his forehead and getting off of the car and opening Virgil’s car door for him “Which store first?”

[onthevirge]

Virgil got out before hugging Logan again, feeling bad for making him worry so much. “Whichever store you want to go to first.”

[logicallogansanders]

Logan holds Virgil, kissing his cheek softly “It’s alright Virgil… Let’s go get you a new phone alright? Then the rest of the day is one hundred percent up to you”

[onthevirge]

Virgil nods against Logan’s chest but doesn’t want to let go from the hug yet, still feeling bad.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan shifts so he’s holding Virgil to his side and begins walking, he places a kiss on Virgil’s head “I love you Virgil, remember? It’s okay, it will all be alright”

[onthevirge]

“I..I love you to Logan.” Virgil said and buried his face in Logan’s side as they walked, to try and hide the tears now rolling down his face.

[logicallogansanders]

Logan carefully picks Virgil up, he spots a bench off to the side away from everyone and sits down with Virgil in his lap “It’s alright Virgil… You can cry… It is alright…” He simply holds Virgil.

[onthevirge]

“I…I didn’t mean to…to make you worry so…so much.” Virgil whimpered against the others chest. “And now I’m ruining our…our trip.”

[logicallogansanders]

“It’s not your fault… You were afraid… He had you trapped. I am just happy you are safe with me now” Logan gently rocks the other, holding him closely “You are not ruining anything Virgil, I would prefer this… It’s another step closer to helping you. Not fixing you Virge. I do not want you to think I’m trying to fix you. I just want to help you not be afraid anymore”

[onthevirge]

Virgil just stayed curled against Logan and didn’t say anything as he cried and listened to him, ignoring the state’s from other people.